Painful inspiration

You are the thankful poison that all writer need,

the sorrow you gave, the bittersweet love, the satisfying face and moan, the care and attention that no longer exists, a hollow you left.

So tell me, how do you feel being painful inspiration of this writings ?

Your name, inspiration , a hurtful pain inspiration.

I want to kill you in your sleep with the last of your mind is me bloody naked bringing a knife to stab your heart.