Day 1 - 2 without Instagram

Day 1 - Day 2

Was good, able to focus of other thing, more likely to read e-book about crazy rich asian title thingy, and got crazy creative idea to start my own romance story. Should i ?

Well Instagram not even a bad platform actually i love it so much, even too much it's affecting me a lot both bad and good way.
it's so informative and inspiring, plus you could share your own photos and your daily life on instastory which i realize it's turns out to be somekind of show off and bragging your happy and cheesy life to other people who doesn't really care.

At this point I just get so 'begah' with the overwhelmed 'pencitraan' even i feel so 'begah' with my own behavior in Instagram.
Everytime i hold my phone then i definitely will unconsciously check my Instagram and other people instastory which i don't really care so much of what they are doing. Especially unconsciously checking my ex's IG which i know he doesn't really an 'it' person, whether he doesn't have thing to show or he just so pelit to his internet quota.

Some of people i follow have a very luxiourious life, some upload any kind of food they eat or drink, showing their happiness to other people (this type of people including myself).

I suddenly asking myself "why should i share my stuff, my happiness to others, why am i being so proud showing my foolishness ?"

So i think i need to distance myself for awhile, to rest from this "bragging" and "show off" application.
I love to share things privately to someone who really care, who bother to ask how am i going, and how's life lately.
I just feel enough, aku eneg banget.

Well let's see this when this eneg will finish until i decided to get back again to instagram.

I want to appreciate what actually around me and in front of my eyes.

Therefore God this is my own little hijrah 😂

Regards,

dyahayusetya